You never existed

Now that you're gone
My weak heart seems to be torn
I don't know what to think, what to do
All I can remember is you
Your grasping and attractive face
Now there seems to be too much space
I feel like I cant breathe
All I want to do is plead
To know that I won't see you again
I'm going to try my best and pretend
The time I spent with you will be treasured in my memory
For everything that went wrong, I'm sorry
It feels like there is nothing left
I'm going to do my best and forget
My wandering thoughts I can't control
and I'm doing my best in trying to be bold
You're on my mind night and day
If only you would be willing to stay
Words don't mean anything anymore
My heart seems empty at the very core
I need to stop, I need to forget you
If only it were that easy to do
The last time we touched
IT felt like heaven on earth
Your gentle arms wrapped around me like a blanket
Once again you stole my heart just like a bandit
My heart skipped a beat
as I accepted defeat
Your sweet subtle scent
I knew what this all meant
If I knew I could stop you I would have insisted
but now I have to pretend you never existed

By Wajiha